Reintroduction pt 6

All this and I’ve still only gotten through a chapter and a half. I have a lot to say. 1,316 words.

First part. Previous part.

Lilina traveled back to Ostia alone. Roy was to remain in
Pherae to oversee the beginnings of the new Lycian Alliance Army. He offered to
send an escort back with her, but Lilina refused. She pitied the bandit who
thought to mess with her in such a black mood.

It almost seemed like an insult that nothing untoward
happened. The sky was clear, the sun was bright, and the roads were relatively
peaceful. She returned to Ostia in one piece, though the sight of her home did
little to soothe her spirits.

“Oh, Lady Lilina!” said the guard at the gate. He was one of
Roy’s people, a young archer named Wolt. “Didn’t expect to see you arriving
with so little fuss, my lady.”

Lilina reigned back her horse. The black palfrey snorted at
the command and shied away from the gate. No matter how Lilina worked with her,
the mare remained liable to startle. There was something to be said for Sacaen
horses, no matter how scruffy they were. They tended to be more ornery than
skittish. Lady Lyndis had tried to breed their stubborn practicality into the
Lycian bloodlines, but the program had ended with her death.

Lilina brought the mare completely to heel before she spoke.
“Wolt, please gather all the members of the Lycian Alliance army and have them
meet me in the throne room in an hour. There are changes you need to be aware
of.”

“Lady Lilina,” he said, offering her a quick bow. “If you
don’t mind asking…it’s not Bern again is it?”

“It’s not Bern,” she said. “At least, not yet.”

An hour was not much time to see to her horse and to make
herself presentable, but Lilina had been doing both of those things for as long
as she could remember. She managed. She always did.

She pulled on the first bliaut that came to hand – one made
from soft violet wool and stitched with designs in thread-of-gold. She didn’t
bother with jewelry or a veil, but pulled her hair back into a thick braid.
That was enough finery for Ostians. It would have to suit the others.

There were less of them than she expected. Roy had taken
only two dozen men with him to Pherae, but the remains of his army did not even
fill up her throne room. She knew that without Etruria’s intervention, Ostia
would have fallen. Given a choice, she might have even made the same one Roy
did. Acknowledging it didn’t make her any less angry. She hadn’t been given a
choice. He could have at least told her.

Lilina mounted the dais steps and settled into the throne.
Like most other things about Castle Ostia, it was no nonsense, a simple
high-backed chair carved out of gleaming ebony. Geometric patterns were carved
into it, making it quite beautiful up close. From afar it seemed solid and
severe. That had suited Ostia, when it was the most powerful region in Lycia.
Now it almost seemed more pretentious than even the gaudiest of gold and gem
encrusted monstrosities common elsewhere.

She took her time, studying the men and women in front of
her. They waited in patient, if not entirely respectful, silence. She had lost
most of her castle guard in the rebellion, and these people had taken over
those responsibilities admirably. Sending them away would weaken her again. But
it might be worse to keep them around, where they could so easily spy on her
defenses and report them to the rest of Lycia. Which was more important,
physical security? Or political?

Lilina considered these questions as she considered the
people. There would always be spies in Ostia. Perhaps it was better for them to
be spies you knew, rather than those you didn’t. But those spies she and her
father knew before, well, none of them had been in martial positions. And that,
in this time of war and unrest, might be the most important thing of all.

Finally, she addressed the gathered soldiers. “Lord Roy has
been officially named as Lycia’s general,” she said. “The army is being
reformed. If any of you have commissions, they are renewed. You will report to
him in Pherae at the earliest possible opportunity. If you wish to join the
army officially, you may enquire with him. Those who have no wish to continue
fighting are free to return home.”

“And that’s it then, is it?” said one of the innumerable
mercenaries Roy had recruited. “You’re just tossing us out, just like that?”

“As for the mercenaries among you,” said Lilina, “I
understand that most of your contracts were with my father. But he is no longer
the general and Ostia no longer has any ties to the army, or its treasury. If
you want to renew your contracts, you’ll need to speak to Roy. I will ensure
that your bills of service get to him.”

It was petty, that. Childish, even. Hector had made the
contracts, and Ostia most likely should be footing the bill. But if Pherae
wanted to be the power in Lycia so badly, they could learn to deal with what
that entailed.

It seemed to satisfy the mercenaries, at least. They left
first – their time was too valuable to waste it here. The soldiers followed,
leaving singly or in groups, but none questioning her orders.

“Bors,” Lilina called.

He had been standing at the back of the room. Now he hurried
forward and dropped to one knee. “Yes, my lady?”

“You’re now the highest-ranking knight left in Ostia. I’m
naming you knight commander,” she told him. “I understand this unexpected
departure will put a strain on you. However I trust you to fill the gaps with
worthy Ostians. I will expect a list of potential guards on my desk by the end
of the week.”

Bors paled slightly, and Lilina felt bad for throwing the
responsibility at his feet. But she knew he was up to the task. “It will be
done, my lady.” He bowed slightly lower before climbing to his feet and
trailing after the retreating soldiers.

That left only two people waiting in the throne room:
General Cecilia, and Sue.

“It’s a poor ruler who makes decisions in bitterness,”
Cecilia warned.

Lilina just looked at her. What could she say? That she
wasn’t bitter? That she was doing her best? One was a lie, the other a sure
sign of weakness. But Cecilia was still waiting for her response. “I will do
what is best for Ostia, lest you have any objections.”

“Only,” said Cecilia, “a warning. Don’t take any paths you
might regret, later.” So saying she left the room, going through the opposite
door than the soldiers had, the one that led to the private suites.

That left Sue.

“And what of you?” Lilina asked her. “Will you go back to
the plains?”

Sue shook her head. “There’s not much there for me now but
graves. I was thinking…” but she trailed off, the way she usually had when they
were children.

“What?”

“I thought I might stay here, for a while,” Sue said. “Roy
has been kind enough but he doesn’t understand. Not what we’ve been through,
not who we are.”

Lilina leaned back into the throne which was imposing, yes,
but also damned uncomfortable. Like everything else about her life these days. “To
be honest, Sue, I could really use a friend.”

Sue stood awkwardly, twirling a lock of dark green hair
around her finger. “Do you want to go somewhere and just…talk for a while?”

Lilina looked at her, thinking about how improbable it was
that they would become friends, now,
which is what their parents had wanted all along. They’d never got on before,
but maybe they just weren’t trying hard enough. She stood up.

“There’s nothing I’d like better. And I know the perfect
place to go.”

to be fair when I started writing Stringworlds I was extremely fucking depressed so a lot of it was just a desperate urge to see something more miserable than I was

as I got older and a better writer and studied psychology it became really interesting for me to build a world not only where the story could take place but to put into motion a series of events that would actualy, realistically bring Izare and Mahesha to where they were emotionally at the crux of it

which is how the story became what it is and it still remains fascinating to me despite it being basically completely unusable in any “practical” sense

Reintroduction pt 5

I’m very angry about Lycian politics. 1,849 words.

First Part. Previous Part.

If anyone had asked, which no one did, Lilina would have
said she had already had enough. She had lost her mother, her father, her home,
and many of the staff she had trusted in all her life. Surely that was enough
to make up for any wrongs she had committed. Surely the great cosmic scales
were now balanced. If anyone had asked, that is what she would have said.

And she would have been wrong.

After Etruria’s intervention, Bern’s activities subsided to
a low murmur. Peace became the order of the day. And then the message arrived.

Roy came to find her in her father’s office.

It was a bittersweet place to spend time. Lilina remembered
playing on the floor while her parents ran their country, bickering good
naturedly until an acceptable course of action could be found. She remembered
later, when it was just her father and her, seated side-by-side while he taught
her what she would need to know. The office was very large, and very, very
empty. Still, Ostia needed to be run and Lilina was still the one to run it,
and this office was still the most convenient place to work.

General Cecilia had little desire to involve herself in
Ostian affairs and left most of the managing up to Lilina. During the day this
made Roy’s actions more palatable. It was still Lilina behind the massive
hardwood desk, still her name on the orders, still her that the people looked
to. At night, however, Lilina could admit to herself that she resented being
turned into a puppet ruler of her own country. Parroting Etrurian orders,
however infrequent, left a sour taste in Lilina’s mouth that only fed her
growing anger and malcontent.

She had mostly avoided Roy since General Cecilia had
arrived, citing work as a reason. He respected her enough to stay away from her
office, until today.

Lilina did not look up from the contract she was reviewing
when someone knocked on the door. She merely said, “Enter!” and kept reading.
She only looked up when Roy spoke.

“This came for us today, Lilina.” Roy slid a rolled up piece
of parchment to her across the desk and Lilina put aside her current work to
look at it.

The message was short, but brief. “Your father is calling a
Lycian council?” she asked, though she could read the scroll as well as anyone
else.

Roy shrugged. “He is the largest power left in Lycia now
that-”

“Now that my father is dead and Ostia is delegated an
Etrurian plaything,” Lilina said flatly. She was too tired and too bitter to
play those kinds of games.

“Lilina…”

Lilina stared at him, and Roy stared back. He really had
changed, he was calmer now, more decisive. He understood, certainly, that his
actions had hurt her, but he didn’t regret them. If he did, he would have
looked away. If he wanted her forgiveness, he would have looked away.

So that was the way it was. Lilina sighed.

“It’s reasonable for Lord Eliwood to call a meeting,” she
said. “Many changes have happened. And given his illness, it is reasonable for
him to ask us to travel to Pherae rather than hosting them at Ostia as we
always have before.” Although, she added to herself, we both understand that
Etruria’s involvement is more pressing than either of those things.

“If you don’t mind,” Roy said, “I thought I would see to
preparations. We can leave the bulk of the army here. It should be an easy
enough ride with only a small force as escorts.”

Lilina waved a hand. “Do what you think best. We can make it
in good time if we leave the day after tomorrow.”

Roy inclined his head and saw himself out. Lilina returned
to her contract, but she couldn’t concentrate. She could only think about the
upcoming council meeting and what it was going to mean.

Castle Pherae had changed very little in the past few months
since Lilina had been there, but she had changed so much it seemed different.
The white stone walls that had once felt so bright and happy now felt
impersonal and cold. The colorful banners and tapestries that had fascinated
her as a child now looked garish and out of place. Roy, changed from his war
gear to a finely woven short bliaut and parti-colored hosen looked odd and
unfamiliar.

Lilina too had dressed up, in a tightly fitted bliaut, with
some of the expensive jewelry her father had gifted her draped around her neck
and a lace veil over her teal hair. The face that greeted her eyes in the
mirror seemed just as unfamiliar as the castle, or Roy, or anything else these
days.

All of the men Roy had picked to escort them were of Pheraen
birth. But even those few men she had come to know looked different here. They
had put off the practical clothing of war for their ceremonial garb. Perhaps
Lilina should have insisted on having something to do with the preparations
after all – she now felt her lack of allies clearly, as she should have all
along.

Everything was bright and gay and utterly at odds with
Lilina’s increasingly black mood.

The no-nonsense conference room with its plain oaken table
came as a relief, though the other lords, just as fancily dressed as anyone
else present, undercut that effect slightly.

Lord Eliwood was already seated at the head of the table.
Once each seat had been filled, he opened up remarks. “I think you all for
coming,” he said, looking to each of the attending marquesses in turn. “I
called this meeting to address all of the recent changed to our fair
city-states. First among these is the lost of our dear friend, Lord Hector of
Ostia.”

A low murmur rose in the room and Lilina felt the eyes of
everyone in the room turn to look at her. She kept her eyes fixed stubbornly
ahead, gazing at Lord Eliwood. He seemed as calm as he ever had, but as Lilina
continued to gaze at him, she saw he was more tired and drawn than even his
illness could account for. He was far more changed than he should have been,
after only a few short months apart. She remembered that Lord Eliwood had been
her father’s best friend, and that Hector’s death must have affected Eliwood
almost as much as it had affected her.

“Lord Hector wished his daughter to succeed him to the
throne,” Eliwood said. “I see no reason to dispute that. All of my sources
indicate that she is doing a perfectly admirable job managing the region.” For
this, Eliwood did not give anyone time to dispute his claims. Lilina did not
quite breathe a sigh of relief – it would have been far too obvious. But she
did feel as if a weight lifted off her shoulders. She had been afraid that the
marquesses wouldn’t support her claim, especially now with Etruria muddying the
waters. She remembered, too, what her father had told her. Most of the Lycian
territories resented Ostia for its power and for its attitudes towards more
common Lycian traditions. This would have been a perfect time for the other
lords to attempt to bring Ostia to heel. With Eliwood backing her, though,
Lilina at least could feel as secure as possible.

Later on, Lilina would think unkindly on her optimism.

Eliwood continued, oblivious to Lilina’s thoughts and to the
few marquesses signaling to be recognized. “Much more troubling is the death of
Lord Orun. He did not leave any heirs to govern Toria and it would be less than
kind to leave his steward to manage everything. We will need to send someone
trustworthy to oversee the area.”

Clamor broke out immediately after those words, loud enough
to cover Lilina’s sharp intake of breath. Uncle Orun too? Lilina remembered,
vaguely, hearing the news, but somehow it had not sunk in on top of everything
else.

She watched the lords squabbling for the right to take
Toria.

All things considered, Toria was an offshoot of Ostia,
having belonged to Lilina’s grandmother since her first marriage. It was a
gesture of goodwill on Ostia’s part that the land retained its independence,
rather than being included in the bridal properties when she married Lord
Ostia. With Orun’s death, the lands should have gone to Hector, and then to
Lilina.

She would not sue for her rights in this case. Toria was a
small territory but no less of a prize – good enough to have distracted the
lords from the assertion that she should remain in control of Ostia. If Lilina
tried to rightly claim Toria, it would be like putting meat in front of a pack
of hungry dogs.

Angry she might be, but she was hardly a fool. She kept her
silence as Marquess Araphen emerged from the fracas triumphant.

That done, Eliwood began again. “There are other matters to
think of as well. Lord Hector was both the head of the Lycian Alliance and the
general of her army. These are positions that will need to be filled anew.”

This time there was no clamor. There was absolute silence,
but not a peaceful silence. It was the silence of the forest when the wolves
are hunting, the heavy silence right before a wild summer storm, the silence of
some dozen lords now realizing they had been handed the tools to strike Ostia’s
death blow. She had lost her lord, her independence, her sister state, and now,
at last, was a way to take every last vestige of power from her.

Lilina balled her hands up in the soft velvet of her skirts
and said nothing. Ostia had ruled Lycia for nearly as long as there had been a
Lycia. Even her father, not so much older than she, had taken place as the head
of the Lycian Alliance with little struggle. But then, he had just made an
advantageous if controversial marriage alliance with Caelin, and had Eliwood’s
support.

Eliwood had no intention of backing Lilina in this, she
could see it. His gaze was fixed on Roy, and his eyes gleamed with the same
predatory light being exhibited by all the lords around the table.

They would take this from her, all of them, and they would
do it with smiles on their faces. Eliwood had backed her control of Ostia. But
what was Ostia, after all, stripped of power, dignity, and autonomy?

But Lilina they underestimated. This would not be the end
for Ostia. She made a promise, to her father and mother, to her people, to
herself. This was not the end. Ostia was not finished as long as Lilina was not
finished and one day soon all of these men would come crawling back to Ostia’s
conference room to beg her forgiveness.

Even as Eliwood took Lycia as a jewel for his crown, even as
Roy took the army, even as these lords bickered and plotted and cut Ostia to
shreds, Lilina smiled.

Part Six.

comradewodka:

lanonima:

So I did a writing prompt which was “tell a fairy tale backwards” and I picked Beauty and the Beast of course and then I made it gay of course. Still a bit weak and maybe pretentious but I’m satisfied enough for the time being. I might try this again someday! 3,668 words.

Once upon a time there was a prince who was not a prince.
His father was the king, this was true, but his mother was not the queen. From
his very earliest memories the air near him was always clouded with anger and disagreements.
The air was stormy and so the prince became mild and sweet, doing his best to
become a good and proper son. But nothing he did was ever enough and eventually
the queen had her way and he was sent to live in a small manor in the
countryside with just enough servants to keep his life comfortable.

The manor was nice. It had a dining room with a table that
always had fresh flowers in a vase, and a big bedroom with a four-poster bed
all of his own and a wide balcony, a grand entryway with a chandelier above and
soft rugs below. There was a library full of books, and a toyroom full of toys
and wide gardens full of every kind of flower but especially roses, red as a
robin’s breast. There was even a tiny room in the attic that he used as a
prison in his frequent games of make-believe. The whole place, grounds and all,
was nestled inside a grand forest so while there were not many people, there
were lots of birds and animals to watch.

And so the prince lived, running rather wild in his
beautiful cage, coddled and well-cared for and given medicines for every ill
but loneliness.

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Aw man lano this is very gay and super good

I like the ways you chose to invert the story and I think you did a really good job of doing so without totally losing the ability to tie everything back into a cohesive message. It honestly feels like a real fairytale!

Thank you!! That really means a lot to me!

Of course I love fairy tales and I’m always coming back to them one way or another but I usually feel like I don’t ever quite ‘get it’ so the fact that you think this one succeeds is…well, it’s really comforting!

So I did a writing prompt which was “tell a fairy tale backwards” and I picked Beauty and the Beast of course and then I made it gay of course. Still a bit weak and maybe pretentious but I’m satisfied enough for the time being. I might try this again someday! 3,668 words.

Once upon a time there was a prince who was not a prince.
His father was the king, this was true, but his mother was not the queen. From
his very earliest memories the air near him was always clouded with anger and disagreements.
The air was stormy and so the prince became mild and sweet, doing his best to
become a good and proper son. But nothing he did was ever enough and eventually
the queen had her way and he was sent to live in a small manor in the
countryside with just enough servants to keep his life comfortable.

The manor was nice. It had a dining room with a table that
always had fresh flowers in a vase, and a big bedroom with a four-poster bed
all of his own and a wide balcony, a grand entryway with a chandelier above and
soft rugs below. There was a library full of books, and a toyroom full of toys
and wide gardens full of every kind of flower but especially roses, red as a
robin’s breast. There was even a tiny room in the attic that he used as a
prison in his frequent games of make-believe. The whole place, grounds and all,
was nestled inside a grand forest so while there were not many people, there
were lots of birds and animals to watch.

And so the prince lived, running rather wild in his
beautiful cage, coddled and well-cared for and given medicines for every ill
but loneliness.

Then one day, when the prince was no longer a child but a
youth of sixteen, he heard the long, low calls of a hunting horn and retreated
to his balcony to watch. He had seen hunts before, when his own hunters went
out into the woods. They were exciting and wild and utterly unfamiliar to him,
for all that he could see some of the chase.

But this was not one of his hunters, that he knew. They were
older men, who hunted on foot with only a small gang of multipurpose dogs.

This was a boy, a youth like himself, but foreign to these
parts. He rode a shining black horse amid a sea of red and white speckled
hounds and he hunted no deer nor boar but a great beast the likes of which the
prince had never seen.

The prince could not look away, not from the first call of
the horn to the last ragged roar of the beast, right outside his own front
gates. Everything about the hunter, from his horse to his hounds to his shining
golden hair to his skill with the bow was beautiful and perfect and the prince
drank in the sight of him like water fearing only a little that this boy might
be, as the stories he read warned, some old fairy or forest god.

The prince leaned forward, gripping the balcony railing with
knuckles nearly as white as snow, loathe to miss any detail of the scene in
front of him. And that was how he was when the young hunter looked up, and
smiled. The prince felt it then, that all of the breath left him at once and
his bones turned to water, and there was nothing he wanted but that smile,
again and again every day, every hour if he could have it.

His voice hardly sounded like his own when he called down to
his servants to please open the gate.

*

His name was Charles, and he came from a village far to the
west that was renowned for turning out monster hunters. He was seventeen and
always travelling far and wide in search of beasts to kill.

After that they spent their days together and the prince
never felt lonely except that, once each day, just after dinner, Charles would
make it his intention to leave the next day. And each evening the prince, who’s
heart froze at the thought, begged him to stay one more day, just one more. And
each evening Charles would sigh, and smile, and agree.

Some months after this began, when the first tinges of
orange was showing in the forest, Charles did not give his usual response.
Things had been different between them recently, the prince knew, ever since
his birthday had passed and brought him up to seventeen – the same lofty age as
Charles. And he knew something would happen, soon, though he didn’t know what.

So on that evening, in the very beginnings of fall, their
comfortable routine altered.

“I really must leave tomorrow,” Charles said, after setting
aside his empty plate. “This time of year is when beasts appear, drawn out of
the forest to prey on human stock and stores.”

The prince, as usual, panicked at the thought. “Surely there’s
still time!” he said. “You can stay one more day, can’t you?”

As usual Charles laughed and his laughter was as beautiful
as the rest of him, deep and full and merry. “You just want to be mine forever
don’t you?” he asked.

And the prince, who by this point felt as if he needed
Charles’ company as much as food and water and air did not even blink at the
odd turn of phrase but said, simply, instantly, “yes.”

And Charles smiled and him and said, simply, instantly, “I’ll
see you tomorrow then, my lord.”

And the prince could breathe again, safe for one more day.

The following day was different too.

Charles met him in the rose garden, and said, “I know a way
you can be mine forever, if that’s really what you want.”

And the prince, young and lonely and more afraid of losing
Charles than any torture or torment said, again, “yes.”

Charles kissed him then, next to the fading bodies of the
roses, and it was everything that the prince had ever wanted all at once.

But that was only one moment, and in the next the prince
stumbled, dizzy and afraid, and when he put out a hand to catch himself he saw
that it was not what he was used to at all but more like the paw of some great
beast. His legs seemed to bend the wrong way, or maybe only in the wrong place
and he fell hard upon the paving stones of the garden path.

The prince looked up at Charles, questioning and seeing, for
the first time, that the hunter had his bow. Why hadn’t the prince noticed it
before? How had he missed the sneer under the smile, or the predatory glint in
Charles’ eyes?

“Why?” the prince asked him, words underscored by the soft
taps of nails on stone as he righted himself. “Why?”

“There always need to be beasts in the world,” Charles said,
“else what is there for beast hunters to do?” He strung an arrow on his bow and
held it steady at the prince’s heart. “Now hold still and you’ll get what you
wanted. I always keep a trophy from my hunts. We’ll be together forever, in a
way.”

“No!” the prince said. His body moved on its own, fueled by
some deeper instinct. He tackled Charles, knocking the hunter to the ground.
The bow slithered across the path to end up resting at the base of the rose
trellis.

The prince stared down at Charles, the hunter, his hunter,
and understood what had been said to him clearly for the first time in what
felt like years. He was not the first person so changed. Had the beast killed
outside his gates been the same? Human once?

“You will not leave here,” the prince said. Always before he
had been sweet and docile. Always before he had asked, begged, obeyed, but
rarely had he ordered. He ordered now, in a voice not much different than his
old one, other than the growls that ran under it. “You cannot leave.” The growl
grew louder and louder, clawing its way up his throat and out from between
reluctant fangs. He had always been kind, hadn’t he? He hadn’t known this anger
was in him, though he did not think it was all from the beast. But it was here,
now, and it let him do what needed to be done.

The prince stood up and his hands, they were still hands
after all, however stubby and claw tipped, held the hunter in a grip he could
not fight.

Up they went, up and up and up, to the tiny extra room in
the attic that would, for the first time, hold a prisoner of flesh and blood.

But though Charles was contained, he was not yet beaten. He
talked as the climbed and words that had once tasted of honey now dripped from
his lips like poison. Spells of every nasty sort, spells that drew blood and
caused pain, spells that ruined the castle and the grounds, and turned the
servants stiff and still, statues and objects and curiosities, spells that made
time still and pool, thick as molasses. Still the prince climbed, ignoring it
all, until he shoved the hunter into the tiny room that would be his.

That door he locked. The front gates were shut and barred,
and the wide double doors that had once led into the marvelous entryway closed.

The prince saw himself only once – all of Charles’ spells
had left the mirrors intact. But it was hard to look at himself now and he
smashed the mirrors himself. After that there were only glimpses that he saw
when he forgot not to look – fur as black as night, claws and fangs that
gleamed like polished ivory, pointed ears and a shaggy brush tail like a wolf’s,
a short muzzle like that of a cat. His eyes were still his own, and that was
the worst part of all.

Charles did not cast any more spells or perhaps he could
not, somehow. The prince did not particularly care. They needed nothing, not
food, not water. Time did not seem to flow for them the way it did outside the
gate. There was day and night, he thought, but the seemed unimportant and
trivial.

For a long time he did little but roam the desolate and
ruined hallways of his once cozy manor, trying not to think but always, always
hearing Charles’ last mocking words to him echoing and echoing in his mind.

*

The gate clanged.

That was a noise the prince would always recognize, though
he did not hear it anymore, and it was louder for the fact that it should not be there.
There was rain outside, rain and thunder, and still the gate shutting was the
loudest thing he heard.

The door opened and then shut, slammed by a gust of wind.

“Hello?” a voice called.

The prince crept, as only a beast could creep, and peered
down the stairs into the entryway. A figure stood there, bundled up in hood and
cape, dripping water all over the tattered remains of the rugs. The figure had
a lantern which he shone into all the corners and up the stairs, where foreign
flames made the beasts eyes gleam.

“Heavens!” the figure said, but did not back away. “You
startled me.” There was a hesitation in that voice, a tenseness under the
cloak, as if the intruder were ready to run. But the prince didn’t move.

“It’s not a nice place to stay,” he said, voice rusty from disuse.

“Still better than out in the rain,” the traveler said. “Any
of these rooms have a fireplace?”

The prince pointed and the traveler went.

The prince went too, trailing after, peering into a room
which had once been his and now felt forbidden.

The traveler had kindled a small fire in the hearth, using
bits of ruined furniture for fuel. The cloak had been removed and hung up to dry,
revealing a small, unassuming young man.

“Who are you?” the prince asked, lurking by the door but not
daring to enter.

“Just a merchant,” the man said. “I sell seeds, for fruits
and vegetables and flowers. I was going to a fair in a nearby city when this
storm blew in.” He put a small pot over the fire, making a meal out of travel
rations. “Do you want to sit by the fire?”

The prince moved in, carefully, staying on the outskirts of
the circle of light. “Do you have any roses?” I always liked roses.”

“Got roses of all types,” the merchant said. “Some you’ve
never seen before. You…er…want to buy some? I can trade for a night’s rest.”

“I can pay,” the prince said. “Gold. I will buy half your
stock if you will do me a favor, too.”

The merchant blinked slowly, and turned his attention to his
food, now bubbling merrily over the flames. “What favor?”

“There’s a man upstairs,” the prince says. “He should be
taken to a town and charged with witchcraft and murder. Probably. Witchcraft,
certainly.”

“Ah,” the merchant said.

“He’s dangerous,” the prince said carefully. “I’ve kept him
here but he should be punished for his actions.”

“Well,” said the merchant, “town’s not so far away. I think
I can manage that. You will pay gold for the flowers?”

“Gold,” the prince said with a nod.

The next day the merchant left, and so did Charles, bound
and gagged. The prince was left with nothing but two dozen cloth packets of
tiny seeds.

He didn’t know why he wanted them. He knew very little about
plants. Even so he took the rose seeds down to the empty patches of dirt and
grass that had once been a garden. There, next to the rusted trellis and the
broken pieces of a hunter’s bow, he dug a small hole and gently, carefully, poured
some seeds into it.

*

Nothing had grown by the time the merchant came again,
though the prince could not really say how long he had been gone.

“Thought you’d like to know that the guard has him, your
prisoner. Doubt he’ll cause any more trouble.”

The prince nodded. It was a relief, to know that. “The roses
didn’t grow,” he said, sadly.

The merchant scratched his head, running fingers through
hair that was neither brown nor blond but some muddle in between. “Flowers aren’t
complicated, but they need more than people expect. I’ll help you.”

He stayed two days that time, teaching the prince how to dig
the holes – shallower than the ones he had tried before, and how much to water
them every day.

Buckets were awkward in his paws, their handles being
designed for smaller, more nimble limbs. He had to carry them in his teeth and
no matter how carefully he moved half the water ended up on him instead of in the
ground. But this time the roses grew.

Sharp claws could easily trim excess branches and till the
soil. Even weeding wasn’t too bad though he had to dig rather than pull.

When the first rose bloomed, it was as if he had grown the
sun, so warm did he feel.

After that he tried other plants, not in any order but
wherever he had room. But all the brightness of the gardens only highlighted
how dingy the manor was.

The prince started with the windows, lugging buckets of water
not only outside but all through the halls and rooms of his home. Cleaning rags
were much too small, so he used an old sheet and carefully cleaned each window.
He had never before realized how many there were, hundreds of them, in clear
glass and colored glass, bubbled and frosted glass, and combinations. But he
cleaned them, each and every one.

And when the sun could shine in the windows, he could really
see the grime.

He found one broom, hidden away in a corner of the kitchen.
The handle snapped when he tried to push it, due to age or his own strength he
didn’t know. But why would he need brooms and dusters when he had a tail and
soft fur?

Certainly it was a bit undignified, rolling around on his
own floors, but afterwards he would jump in the ornamental lake to clean out
his fur and spend his time drying in the sun.

He took out the rugs and curtains and tapestries too, first
shaking them out onto the grass and then, when that didn’t work, he tried this
and that until he found the proper way to beat them.

By that point the rugs and tapestries were dingy and
moth-eaten. He went to the library and found a book on weaving, crammed into a long forgotten corner. So long as
he was very careful he could work the loom, and he only sometimes snagged the
fabric with his claws.

Time passed by like this, either a very long time or a very
short time, the prince could not tell. He painstakingly fixed his home, one
mistake at a time. Now and again the merchant came, but by and large the prince
had so many things to do each day that he hardly noticed his solitude. It was
there, still, the loneliness. But he no longer felt as if he lived for the
notice of others.

A little work each day kept the manor clean, the gardens
blooming, and all around was evidence of things he had to offer.

And there were others there, now and again, when storms blew
travelers to his door. Mostly he stayed hidden from them, letting them stay in
what they assumed was a temporarily deserted summer retreat. Most of them
knocked then opened the door when they received no response.

But there was one who kept knocking.

Partially curious and partially annoyed, the prince opened
the door himself. Another stranger, another young man, nearly as handsome as
Charles had been, looked up at him in startled awe. It was not very often that
a beast answered the door.

He recovered himself quickly. “Please let me in,” he begged.
“I can pay you. For a hot meal I can give you a magic rose that will never die.”

The prince laughed, and startled even himself. It had been a
long time. “I can grow my own roses now,” he said. He raised his beastly paws. “I’m
afraid I can’t cook you a meal, but I’ve food and a kitchen you can use. “Come
in.”

“For a warm bed,” the stranger said, coming through the
door, “I can give you a magic ring that will let you summon any luxury.”

“I once had every luxury,” the prince said, “or near enough.
I like things the way they are. I’ve plenty of beds for you to have one.”

“I have…other things to sell,” the stranger said.

“Really!” the prince said, laughing again. “Come in out of
the storm. It won’t cost you anything.” That said, he left the stranger to his
own devices and retreated to his own room for the night.

*

In the morning the prince saw the stranger in the garden,
admiring the roses.

“I’m very proud of the roses,” he said from the balcony. “Would
you like to take one with you?”

The stranger turned and looked up at him, and he wasn’t a
young man at all but a gaunt old woman, much wrinkled but standing tall as any
soldier.

“And who cursed you?” she muttered to herself. His
hearing, however, was good enough to pick out the words clearly. “Not
power-hungry, not greedy, not spoiled or lustful, and whoever heard of a kind
beast! Something you want, certainly, beasts always do. Well? Come here so I
can take a look at you!”

Confused, the prince made his way to the garden where the
woman still waited. “Who are you?” he asked.

“I’m a witch, can’t you tell?” She looked him up and down. “Some
curses need breaking and some need nurturing. This one needs breaking, unless
you want to be a beast forever.”

“No, I guess I don’t,” the prince said. “Though I’ve gotten
used to it.”

The witch snorted. “Don’t overdo it. Humility and
self-degradation only get you so far. For your kindness I will leave you this
magic mirror which reveals people’s true natures. You can look into it, or not.”

Then the witch was gone, and a small hand mirror was laying
on the path.

The prince picked up the mirror and carried it back to his
room.

*

It was only a month or so later that the merchant came to
visit again and the prince told him all about the witch and her strange mirror,
which he had left face down on his bedroom floor.

“I guess I’m afraid that I’ll be the same person I always
was, as a human,” the prince said. “I don’t know.”

“Well,” the merchant said, “there’s only one way to find out
isn’t there?”

They sat in silence for a while.

“You know,” the merchant said, “this’ll be the last time I
can come for a while. Taking a trip, searching for new plants and new markets.
There’s a big ship, big enough for one more person, if he was human-sized. I’m
leaving from the harbor to the south in about two weeks, if you want to join
me.” He stood. “Manors are nice and all, but there’s a lot more to the world
than just this. More to see, more to do, more to learn.”

“You know,” the prince said, just as the merchant reached
the front gate, “I don’t even know your name.”

The merchant smiled. “And I don’t know yours. Mine’s Hugh.”

“Hugh,” the prince repeated to himself. “Sometimes I forget
I have a name. It’s Matthew.”

“Good name,” Hugh said, “for a beast. But a better name for
a man, I should think.”

Matthew stayed where he was for several hours after Hugh had
left, thinking over everything that had happened, and everything he wanted.
Then he got up, and headed for the bedroom.

so I’m admittedly new to the fanfic world but it seems like I tend to get a lot of repeat views in the same day (I see you there, single person in New Zealand who looked at my story 5 times. I see you) is that…idk is that normal for fic?

huddling together for warmth

oh holy shit right to the Good Stuff ™ I mean the better question is who wouldn’t I use this one on

for fandom stuff probably Ike/Soren if I ever drag myself away from writing Elibe

for original stuff I actually used this as a way to kick of the romance in my fantasy cross-country dog-sledding romance novel Under the Midday Moon which I really need to do some more work on.